If Jen Ball's 6-year-old daughter can sacrifice her favorite drink during lent because she's choosing to love Jesus more than milk, shooooot then I can choose to fight to love Jesus more than choosing to despair or to be bitter.
It was made clear to me that my view of God and my view of our relationship has changed. I haven't been able to pray and believe that He hears me in a long time, but I'm fighting to believe that he does. If he wants me to experience intimacy with him, then bring it on Jesus. My heart has been so disappointed and letdown that I've been so turned off from being with Jesus and finding my rest in Him. I'm ready to fight for this, to seek His face, & to look for the ways his tangible love is present in my life. All I need to do is open my eyes and soften my heart.
Easier said than done. I believe, help my unbelief!
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