God Knows.

So, I've finally admitted to myself the ways that people hurt me. I'm pretty good at making excuses for people, but I think I may have hit a wall. In frustration and desperation, I spent a good 45 minutes talking God's ear off about the ways that how I'm hurt by the way certain people treat our friendship & I asked Him what He had to say about it. He responds "I know how you feel." Now I'm just sad to be reminded of how we grieve God & how he deserves so much more than is humanly possible. Sure, I'm frustrated & I would like some of my friendships to change, but I'm just stuck thinking about how sad it is that we grieve God and we grieve each other.