Well said. Pretty much sums up life at the moment. I want to be at a place where my heart and my emotions and thoughts line up with my outward actions. I want to fully trust in God's goodness with my heart as much as I do with my head. I want to begin praying that I will have an attitude shift, but it almost seems like I need to pray against a spirit of unbelief that I could ever be joyful or content in the midst of change. I'm blogging so that there is some form of accountability. Having a pity party in my head is really draining. I want to be as excited for what God is doing in my life as I rightfully should be. God is really good to me. So good I don't feel like I deserve most of what he's done in the last three weeks.
So God, this is me saying I need you to help shift my attitude. And generally just be really really present. Not even doing anything for me or whatever, just be with me. Keep me company and keep me focused on you. Please and thank you.
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