Make it go away.

I want to be that little five year old girl who crawls onto her daddy's lap and he holds her tight so that the world doesn't hurt her. I'm not as strong as people may think. My heart is just as vulnerable as anyone else's. It can be just as easily misguided and led astray. I just want to go to a place where I know I will be safe. I don't want to hurt. I don't want to be affected by things the way I have been lately. I want Jesus to tell me that everything is going to be okay, and that he will be my shield and my protector. I want him to lavishly give his love to me and pursue me and never leave my side, cause I am desperate for His presence. Jesus, I wish you could just take it away, it's scaring me and making me sad. Please.